i don't want to go
















So this little cigarette right here has sparked a whole new brand of TFiOS hate, much of which is coming from people who claimed to love the book. 
Many people are now pointing out how “pretentious” Augustus is, and I can’t help but think, You’re only just now realizing this. He was written to be a seemingly pretentious and arrogant person. The acknowledgement of this is actually highly important because, without it, the book loses the message that a hero’s journey is that of strength to weakness. 
Augustus Waters has big dreams for himself. He wants to be known and remembered; he wants to be a hero; he wants to be seen as perfect. But there’s already something standing in his way… He has a disability, and society tells him that a person cannot be both perfect and disabled. So what does he do? He creates a persona for himself. He tries to appear older and wiser than he is. But the pretentious side of him is NOT who he truly is. It’s all an act. (This is evident in the fact that he often uses words in the wrong context.)
And when his cancer returns, we begin to see his mask cracking. The true Augustus begins to bleed through… Hazel even takes notice of this from time to time. And by the time we get to the gas station scene, Augustus is no longer the picture of perfection he was when we met him. The play has been canceled. The actor must reveal himself. And he’s revealed to be a weak, defenseless boy, succumbing to the cancer that is made of him. 
THE PRETENTIOUSNESS IS INTENTIONAL. It stands to show Augustus’s journey from flawless to flawed, from strong to weak. It’s the key to understanding that Augustus was the hero he always wanted to be, even if he didn’t realized it. 

So this little cigarette right here has sparked a whole new brand of TFiOS hate, much of which is coming from people who claimed to love the book. 

Many people are now pointing out how “pretentious” Augustus is, and I can’t help but think, You’re only just now realizing this. He was written to be a seemingly pretentious and arrogant person. The acknowledgement of this is actually highly important because, without it, the book loses the message that a hero’s journey is that of strength to weakness

Augustus Waters has big dreams for himself. He wants to be known and remembered; he wants to be a hero; he wants to be seen as perfect. But there’s already something standing in his way… He has a disability, and society tells him that a person cannot be both perfect and disabled. So what does he do? He creates a persona for himself. He tries to appear older and wiser than he is. But the pretentious side of him is NOT who he truly is. It’s all an act. (This is evident in the fact that he often uses words in the wrong context.)

And when his cancer returns, we begin to see his mask cracking. The true Augustus begins to bleed through… Hazel even takes notice of this from time to time. And by the time we get to the gas station scene, Augustus is no longer the picture of perfection he was when we met him. The play has been canceled. The actor must reveal himself. And he’s revealed to be a weak, defenseless boy, succumbing to the cancer that is made of him. 

THE PRETENTIOUSNESS IS INTENTIONAL. It stands to show Augustus’s journey from flawless to flawed, from strong to weak. It’s the key to understanding that Augustus was the hero he always wanted to be, even if he didn’t realized it. 

20 hours ago with 66725 notes — via mcshanes, © tfios-changed-my-life
#this movie is going to kill me #analysis #tfios



1 day ago with 169534 notes — via hyenachildren, © czarna-krew
#YAAAY BLUUUEEEE #about me #future plans



chainedtocomets:

no, it's not a guilty pleasure. why should i be embarrassed  about damn good music? 
fast-paced heart-thumping floor-vibrating-bassline songs for killing it on the dance floor under neon lights and dancing in pajamas at 3am in your bedroom. 

(listen)
1 day ago with 9049 notes — via mcshanes, © chainedtocomets
#YESSSSSSS I LOVE SONGS LIKE THEEEEESE #music #future plans



queerly-it-is:

d’you think the avengers ever play a game where they try to push steve’s buttons and get him all riled up and patriotic?

tony casually throws it into a conversation like “oh yeah I don’t vote” and steve trails off mid-sentence and gapes for a second before he starts in on the importance of the democratic process and how dangerous it can be if citizens give up their say in how the government is run and tony is trying so so hard to keep a straight face

meanwhile bruce is standing in the background timing the speech with his watch because whoever gets the longest rant wins a little trophy that tony made. the current holder of the trophy is clint who managed to convince steve that he doesn’t pay taxes

2 days ago with 14374 notes — via lizchester, © queerly-it-is
#AWW #CACKLING #STEEEEVE MY SWEET LITTLE BABY #analysis #earth's mightiest heroes



vvhitehouse:

aneastcoastbreeze:

vvhitehouse:

advantages to wearing oversized sweaters:

  • instant cute outfit with minimal effort
  • it enhances the coziness when u drink hot beverages
  • sweater paws are guaranteed to make u feel 43% more adorable
  • u can unbutton ur jeans and no one will know

disadvantages to wearing oversized sweaters:

Guys think they’re totally not cute lol

the day i dress for a man is the day they dress me in my coffin to see jesus

2 days ago with 473139 notes — via insertwittyreferencehere, © vvhitehouse
#CACKLING #totally gonna steal that it's perfect #words



caring-isnotanadvantage:

B A K I N G | Upbeat music to play in the kitchen while my roommate and I bake. [listen]

1. Let’s Smash the Hourglass | Kingsfoil 2. He’s a Rebel (cover) | The Morning Benders 3. I’ve Just Seen a Face | The Beatles 4. The Girl | City and Colour 5. How to Be a Heartbreaker | Marina and the Diamonds 6. Tears | The Tragic Thrills 7. Rather Be | Clean Bandit ft. Jess Glynne 8. Anna Sun | Walk the Moon 9. Still Into You | Paramore 10. Everything is AWESOME!!! | Tegan and Sara ft. The Lonely Island 11. Pompeii | Bastille 12. Stutter | Marianas Trench 13. Thnks fr th Mmrs | Fall Out Boy 14. Little Talks | Of Monsters and Men 15. Paper Heart | Chloe Howl 16. Giving Up the Gun | Vampire Weekend 19. Everybody Talks | Neon Trees 20. Young Volcanoes | Fall Out Boy 21. Mr. Blue Sky | Electric Light Orchestra 22. That Green Gentleman | Panic! At the Disco 23. Do it 2 Me | Allstar Weekend 24. Follow | Michael Bernard Fitzgerald 25. I Feel Better | Gotye 26. Rock & Roll | Eric Hutchinson 27. Make a New Dance Up | Hey Ocean!

caring-isnotanadvantage:

B A K I N G | Upbeat music to play in the kitchen while my roommate and I bake. [listen]

1. Let’s Smash the Hourglass | Kingsfoil 2. He’s a Rebel (cover) | The Morning Benders 3. I’ve Just Seen a Face | The Beatles 4. The Girl | City and Colour 5. How to Be a Heartbreaker | Marina and the Diamonds 6. Tears | The Tragic Thrills 7. Rather Be | Clean Bandit ft. Jess Glynne 8. Anna Sun | Walk the Moon 9. Still Into You | Paramore 10. Everything is AWESOME!!! | Tegan and Sara ft. The Lonely Island 11. Pompeii | Bastille 12. Stutter | Marianas Trench 13. Thnks fr th Mmrs | Fall Out Boy 14. Little Talks | Of Monsters and Men 15. Paper Heart | Chloe Howl 16. Giving Up the Gun | Vampire Weekend 19. Everybody Talks | Neon Trees 20. Young Volcanoes | Fall Out Boy 21. Mr. Blue Sky | Electric Light Orchestra 22. That Green Gentleman | Panic! At the Disco 23. Do it 2 Me | Allstar Weekend 24. Follow | Michael Bernard Fitzgerald 25. I Feel Better | Gotye 26. Rock & Roll | Eric Hutchinson 27. Make a New Dance Up | Hey Ocean!

2 days ago with 844 notes — via insertwittyreferencehere, © caring-isnotanadvantage
#perfect #wish i had seen this a few hours ago oh well #future plans #music



"

Ten Women I Have Been Warned Against Becoming:

1. The Girl Who Takes Up Too Much Space, always, her shoulders too wide in stairwells, her hips too big in doorways, her voice too loud in classes. This woman does not understand the art of crumbling, of curling herself tight like the spiral of a fern, soft, delicate, unwilling to reach out the ivy of her fingers to grasp onto what should rightfully be hers. This is a beast, an elephant, a moving mountain and she is capable of flattening you, she is capable of ruining you, she is capable of making you feel as small and insignificant in her life as she is supposed to be. You are this woman’s footnote to history, you are her side note in song lyrics, you are constantly interrupted by her with a witty joke you wish you thought of. I asked what the problem was with being a steamroller instead of a sunflower and I was laughed down.

2. The Beautiful One, the long hair or the slim waist or the pretty eyes or the lips like bowstrings. This woman looks good in everything because she’s confident in whatever you put her in. She’ll cut her hair short on you no matter how you like it, she’ll wear high heels and step on your opinions, she’ll look hot as hell no matter what size she is. See, the reason you can’t trust her is because women like this don’t need your permission, they’ll do as they please and get away with it. They’ll say no to you, over and over. Teach your daughters that beautiful means dangerous, teach them to distrust women who love themselves. Equate beautiful with vapid, equate pretty with stupid, take their power from them. Say they’re vain for their makeup, refuse to see them without it. These women are snakes, they are serpents. I said maybe the problem lies with you being unable to control yourself and was told to get off my pedestal.

3. A Bitch. Women are supposed to be ladies in the street but will tear skin under sheets. I’m told: Never raise your voice. Speak gently. Submit. Hold your opinion against your lips and when you admit to it, make sure it comes out as a butterfly wing suggestion. Don’t disagree. Don’t undermine someone else’s authority, regardless of whether or not they deserve your respect. Someone touches you, just move away from them. Don’t hit. Don’t talk back. Be like the ruins of Rome, only beautiful if you can’t hear your quiet death.

4. The Needy One. I have heard how others spit when they talk about how she gave you everything and you shoved it back down her throat until she choked on it, until she came back crawling and asked you what she did, until her palms and knees were scraped for want of just a little affection - never be this woman, I’m told, because she’s a joke and the joke is that she dared to have more emotion than you did. The truth is, I’m told, the one who cares less in a partnership is the one who wins. I didn’t know this was a competition.

5. The Cock Tease, certified stripper, how dare that girl look like that and not want me to sleep with her. Lust is always personified as a lady in red with a dress slit up her thigh. Lust is sinful because it’s power, it’s not asking for attention - it’s demanding it. I’m told she is the worst kind of woman, that looking good is supposed to be some kind of shame on her kin. I’m told not to leave the house in such a short skirt, not with a shirt so low, not with a lace back, not with high heels, not dressed like that. My lipstick can’t be too red, my hair can’t be too mussed, I can’t just “turn someone on like that and then leave them wanting.” I mentioned that instant gratification actually ruins our psyche and was told that being led on was “exhausting.” I said that there was a difference between purposefully tricking someone into liking you and just being attractive or friendly. I was told there’s also a difference between coffee and tea but both result in caffeine. I said, “I’ve been turned on in class by the girls I talk to but I didn’t expect anything from them,” and they said, “It’s different, you’re not a man,” but couldn’t explain where that difference was.

6. A Slut, obviously ruined by another person’s touch. It doesn’t matter how many people she’s actually been with, it’s all about the rumors she carries with her. Easy. Harlot. You’ll still try to get with her, you’ll still take her into your bed and kiss her and say things you don’t mean - but you’ll defame her name when you talk to your buddies. My father used to say “A slut is fine for the night, but the virgin is who you take home and marry.” Maybe he didn’t know he was teaching his daughter to hate her sexuality. Maybe he didn’t know that every time she’d be kissed, her whole system would shake until she felt ready to combust, shame and self-hatred shivering against her spine. Maybe he didn’t know she’d disconnect emotions and sex because he always told her, “Boys are different, they won’t care about you.” Nobody said to her that it was okay to experiment. See, the funny thing is, I’m a dancer so I know exactly where my center of gravity is. I know how hard I’ll fall in each direction. Yet out of fear of getting hurt, I won’t let a single person inside of my bed.

7. The Soulmate. Never love romance more than you love being cynical. Never show weakness, never like pink, never think maybe you might find someone nice and settle down with them. Someone will find you, I was told, And if you’re lucky, he’ll put up with you when you start getting old. Never be the woman who believes in happily ever after, never be dumb enough to think maybe someone could love you after all of your mistakes. It has nothing to do with whether or not a family is important to you and you’re in a good place where a relationship would make your life better - you’re not a princess. You don’t get married, you settle.

8. The Girl With Strength, who can outrun everyone and who is stronger than her boyfriend. “See the thing about boys,” says my daddy, “Is that you have to let them win.” I sat at home and read stories about Artemis and wanted to become the huntress, too. I wanted to howl at the moon, I wanted to slay the beasts that bested me, I wanted to rule my kingdom with bloody fists. But girls are never athletes, never supposed to be “built,” regardless of the fact civilizations were constructed on our spines and we made homes in war by the steel of our ribs. Never be strong. We are supposed to wilt.

9. The Lady CEO: because if you choose work over family, are you really a girl? How dare you fight your way to the top through every pair of eyes that bore through your blouse, through every meeting where you were hushed by the sound of someone else talking, through every time someone called you “sweetie,” how dare you yearn for something. Is your husband the stay-at-home one? I can’t imagine how that is going. He’s not a real man, after all. I don’t give it long before the divorce. How dare you decide you’re happy being single. Don’t you know you’re supposed to bear children. Where is your honor? Where is your wisdom? Who cares if you are the leader, the best suited for your position, the quickest-thinking, the one who makes the hardest clients come back again. Don’t you see? Across history, women have been terrible at success. They always lose their man in the end. (When I said, “I would rather be a famous author than a mediocre mother,” I was told, “No, don’t worry, you’ll be a fine mommy.”)

10. THE GIRL I AM: FIRECRACKER AND DON’T YOU FUCKING FORGET IT I’LL RIP YOU TO SHREDS AND I WON’T FUCKING REGRET IT I’M NOT YOUR PRETTY GIRL I’M NOT YOUR ANYTHING I’M PERFECT, MOTHERFUCKER, AND I’M NOT GOING TO GIVE UP WHAT I’M DOING. I DON’T WANT TO BE “LADYLIKE” THAT LITERALLY MEANS NOTHING I’M NOT GOING TO STOP STANDING UP AND DEMANDING WHAT’S COMING TO ME. I’M GONNA BE SOMEBODY. I’M GONNA MAKE THEM REMEMBER ME. I REFUSE TO BE OVERSHADOWED IN HISTORY. I DON’T KNOW WHAT YOU WERE TRYING TO CREATE BUT YOU MADE ME A DRAGON YOU PUT ME IN THE FIRE AND WHEN I STOPPED BURNING I LEARNED HOW TO GLOW DON’T THINK YOU CAN STOP ME YOU CAN’T TAME A TORNADO.

"

In respectful response to a poem tilted, “Ten men women have warned me against becoming." /// r.i.d (via inkskinned)

work

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2 days ago with 35257 notes — via sergeantsnowflake, © inkskinned
#words #feminism



blytons:

"normal teenagers would throw a party, but I stayed at home reading books and watching movies omg i’m so weird XD"

image

2 days ago with 221903 notes — via anamdr, © dracaraeys
#cackling



rosydrops:

Cleaning
clean bathroom tips
organize your closet
how to fix a leaky faucet
how to keep a clean kitchen
removing stains from your carpet
Money
how to coupon
what to do when you can’t pay your bills
see if you’re paying too much for your cell phone bill
how to save money
How to Balance a Check Book
How to do Your Own Taxes
Health
how to take care of yourself when you’re sick
things to bring to a doctor’s appointment
what to expect from your first gynecologist appointment
how to make a doctor’s appointment
how to pick a health insurance plan
a list of stress relievers
how to get free therapy

how to remove a splinter


how to avoid a hangover

Emergency
what to do if you get pulled over by a cop
a list of hotlines in a crisis
things to keep in your car in case of an emergency

how to do the heimlich maneuver

Food
recipes that take 30 minutes or less
Yummy apple thing
Brownie in a cup
Cookie in a cup
French bread pizza
Egg tacos
panera mac n cheese recipe
different salad recipes
harry potter recipes
healthy recipes
various cookie recipes
chocolate cupcakes w/ eggless cookie dough topping
s’mores pie 
nutella hot chocolate
peanut butter nutella swirl cookies
cookie in a mug
starbucks holiday drinks
fruit leathers 
brownie in a mug
how to make ramen 1000x better
eggless cookie dough (not to bake, just to eat)
make recipes using things you already have
how to put together a very fancy cheese plate 
make different flavored lemonades
various desert recipes
make tiny chocolate chip cookies
20 dishes every cook should know
learn how to make your own tea
Macaroni and cheese in a mug
Study snacks (2)
40 on-the-go breakfast recipes
Home
what the hell is a mortgage?
first apartment essentials checklist
how to care for cacti and succulents
the care and keeping of plants 
Getting an apartment
Job
time management
create a resume
find the right career
how to pick a major

how to avoid a hangover

how to interview for a job

how to stop procrastinating

How to write cover letters
Travel
ULTIMATE PACKING LIST
Traveling for Cheap 
Travel Accessories
The Best Way to Pack a Suitcase
How To Read A Map
How to Apply For A Passport
How to Make A Travel Budget
Better You
read the news
leave your childhood traumas behind
how to quit smoking

how to get a book published


how to knit


how to use a polaroid camera


how to solve a rubik’s cube


how to stop biting your nails


how to stop procrastinating


how to stop skipping breakfast


how to stop micromanaging


how to stop avoiding asking for help


how to stop swearing constantly


how to stop being a pushover

learn another language
how to improve your self-esteem
how to sew
learn how to embroider
how to love yourself
learn how to do yoga
100 tips for life
learn how to make your own cards

rosydrops:

Cleaning

Money

Health

Emergency

Food

Home

Job

Travel

Better You

2 days ago with 160574 notes — via insertwittyreferencehere, © opulentes
#alright let's do this #future plans



bittersamgirlclub:

swordofthehost:

mooseleys:

remember that?

#N O NO O NO NO IM STILL FRE AKIGN OUT ABOUT THIS #THESE SOULLESS PEOPLE #ARE LITERALLY BASHING SKULLS BECAUSE OF SLIGHT INSULTS #AND COMMITTING HOMICDE BE CAUSE OF ANNOYANCES #AND LIKE FOR SEASON SIX WE KNEW THAT SOMETHING WAS UP WITH SAM #BECAUSE HE WAS LESS EMOTIONAL AND LESS SENTIMENTAL AND MORE RUTHLESS THAN USUAL #LIKE?? ?? ? SAM SA M SAM WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU #SAM’S A MONSTER BOBBY HE’S NOT MY BROTHER #ARE WE SURE IT ISNT LUCIFER IN THERE BOBBY? ?? ? #LIKE MY W orD #THESE PEOPLE WHEN THEY’RE SOULLESS #TURN INTO RAVING BLOODTHIRSTY FREAKS WHO SELF-MAIM AND PAINT WITH BLOOD ON THE WALLS #SAM WAS A LITTLE MORE WILLING TO PICK UP WOMEN AND ACCEPT COLLATERAL DAMAGE #LIKE? ?? ? ?? IM F REAKIGN OUT #SAM ATTEMPTED TO MURDER BOBBY ONLY WHEN HE THOUGHT HIS OWN LIFE WAS ON THE LINE #WHICH OBVS IS STILL WRONG AND NOT WHAT ACTUAL SAM WOULD HAVE DONE #BUT ST ILL? ?? ? THESE PEOPLE COMMITTED MURDER #BRUTAL BLOODY PSYCHOPATHIC MURDER AT THE DROP OF HATS #AND SOULLESS SAM HAD TO BE PUSHED TO IT UNTIL HE THOUGHT IT WAS HIM OR THEM #SAMS LEVELS OF PATIENCE AND LOVE AND KINDNESS AND P URE GOODNESS? ?? ?? #AND SELF CONTROL AND GENTLENESS AND LONGSUFFERING #AND TEMPERANCE AND LOVE AND? ? ?? IM SORRY THIS TURNED INTO THE FRUITS OF THE SPIRIT #I MEAN? ?? ?? CONSIDERING HOW SAM ACTED EVEN WHEN /SOULLESS/ #SAM WINC HESTER IS ?? ?? BETTER THAN U SAM WINCHESTER IS BETTER THAN ALL OF US #A MAN OF WHOM THE WORLD IS NOT WORTHY? ? ?? #IM SORRY IM FREAKING O UT

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3 days ago with 9190 notes — via sparxflame, © mooseleys
#MY SWEET LITTLE PUPPY BALL OF SUNSHINE I LOVE YOU SO MUUUUUCH #sam winchester is better than you #analysis #the family business